01.21.2003 - 10:13 am
I have a feeling that, by the end of the semester, I'm going to be fuckin' insane.
If this is to be true, it will mainly be through the work of that weekend desk job I have.
I'm going to seriously strive from now on to have at least one day a week where I have nothing to do. No going out, no eating out unless I order something in - nothing but me, my bed and my DVD player. Or a book. Or my computer. ANYTHING but the outside world.
It seems like everyone is wanting something from me now a days. I truely don't know if people are bored, lonely or what they may be but where days used to go by, before, without conversations or such...now there is a bombardment.
What's happened? What's truely changed? Is it me or these people's life circumstances? Or is it them that have changed?
Or am I just crazy due to the fact that it won't warm up outside and I have to work every saturday and sunday.
Ought to make my nasty self take a shower. Urg, I'll be glad when the day is over, I will. Goddess bless short weeks.
~Amanda~
