03.08.2003 - 12:44 am
I wonder what it's like to be a 'kara kage', an 'empty shadow'. Do you just float in an out of life with no feelings whatsoever? Does it bring a kind of peace? Or do you feel happy just touching people's lives and never recieving any of the same for yourself?
The anime club meeting went swimmingly. I came a little late and ended up sitting next to one of Suzann's friends. She was Wiccan and uber nice to me, even let me read the first two volumes of Paradise Kiss that she had with her. I digested them voraciously, looking up now and then at Full Metal Panic on the screen and the Inuyasha Movie. I commented on Suzann's pocky and was show several Inuyasha keychains she picked up at a Japanese food store.
Once the IY movie ended, everyone more or less ran to the midnight breakfast here on campus. I sat back, ate and fairly much just listened to everyone else chat. Like I usually do in crowd things, I blend in and play the wallflower.
Well, there's not that much flower to me. But I digress.
As I was leaving, I started considering how fast everyone else seemed to be progressing through everything. It always seems that I'm being left in the dust by leaps and bounds by people more social than me, more graceful than me.
And I've run out of brain power for this entry. Will finish tomorrow...or someday.
~Amanda~
